December 18, 2011 by demitinay
You might have realized that it is finally time to move on. Yet, this is actually wrong. The sad thing with people who move on is that they tend to just ignore the reality. They move on without resolving the issues that are yet to be resolved. This is the reason why the best way is to move positively forward.
This means that you can only go to the next stage of your life if you have thoroughly assessed what has happened in your past. By then, it will be a lot easier for you to go through the rough patches. It will be a lot easier for you to be a better person. Take note that you past will always haunt you.
Whether you like it or not, before you say you have finally moved on, you need to make sure that things are already ironed out. This is positively moving on forward in its essence.
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December 13, 2011 by demitinay
In a few more weeks i’ll be having my blackberry tablet and it will be the first death commemoration of a dear friend. I prefer to use commemoration because I don’t want to use the word ‘celebration’.
Like most of us who she had left too soon, I guess I’m still in the process of actually accepting that she is not with us anymore. And to think about it sometimes hurt so much that I will myself to forget.
Accepting these negative parts of our lives is not an easy task, but we all must move on. People say that we’re holding on too much but I want to take my time mourning because she deserves all the pain I can squeeze out. I don’t want to move on too soon because I don’t want to give the impression that she wasn’t that big in my life.
Moving on is hard and it can also be a choice. In memory of Chesca, I’m holding on until I decide to finally stop.
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by demitinay
I was watching a Community Episode where Pierce, the oldest member of the study group, was punishing the whole group by psychologically attacking and torturing them. For those who don’t know what Community is, it is a TV series about different people who ended up in a community college. Troy, the athletic stereotype in the group is apparently a fan of this person. But unlike other fans, he is the type who doesn’t want to meet his idol for some unknown reason. Pierce used this knowledge later to torture him. And then Troy revealed the reason why he doesn’t want to meet his idol. It is because he is afraid of disappointment. Not his disappointment, but his idol’s disappointment in him.
For some reason, I felt some connection. When I was younger, I’d often have fictional crushes instead of real people. For example, my crush is Harry Potter, not Daniel Radcliffe. With fictional characters, there is absolutely no risk of disappointment for both sides—mine or my idol’s. It was easier and far more convenient but a little lonely.
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November 26, 2011 by dave
There are a lot of people who would say that battles always end up in a bloody manner. The moment you enter one, you will always feel hurt. Though this can always be true, but whatever the battle is, you can always choose not to be on the bloody side. There are many ways to fight different battles. If you are not hurt, you might not stay strong. Yet, if you survive what is supposed to hurt you, it might just make you a whole lot stronger. You do not have to die or be in great pain in order to feel that you have won. Sometimes, it only takes courage and elegance in order to see the light in what you are fighting for. Who knows? Before you feel like the battle has begun, it is already over! You might survive it soon enough and you still come out untouched.
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November 23, 2011 by demitinay
I am a PDA hater—that is, Public Display of Affection hater. I know I am and I know I will always be a hater. Of course, I’m not an extremist. There is some degree of PDA that I can allow and there are just things I really despise. I believe that every relationship is sacred and should be a very private and intimate thing. And, I do not like people who think that just because they’re in love, they have the right to disregard the feelings of others and do whatever they like.
This feeling is just the same with my relationship with my God. I dislike people who post things in the internet (ahemm… Facebook…ahemm) like they’re talking to a God. There are two messages I get when I see these sort of things: one, it is like they’re saying that, “hey I freaking believe in God”, and two, hey, “hey, look, I am in an intimate relationship with Him”. These people draw attention to themselves by using God. If they want to say something to God, why not say it to Him directly? And why should we know that you pray or why should we ever know the content of the prayer? What is that point?
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November 19, 2011 by demitinay
For girls, the clothes we wear are reflections of who we are. for those formal occasions which entail s to wear a dress, I think that it would be safest still to wear a little black dress.
The color black has evolved from its dark history. For those who are too young to know, black dress carries a reputation of being worn only by widows. But in start of the 20th century, the black dress has become a fashion icon, the icon of sassy-ness and even sexiness for girls. The little black dress is now considered a classic form of dress and still it has with it the appeal which captivated the fashion scene when it first came out.
Some say that no woman should ever be alive without one little black dress. Its simple, elegant and it sure won’t let you down. With proper length and accessories, it can be worn in almost every event you can think of.
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November 17, 2011 by demitinay
I first encountered Mario Maurer through a sort of shounen-ai slash yaoi film produced in Thai wherein he co-starred with Witwisit Hiranyawonkool (Pchy). He is a very noticeable character because of his great facial features. He is a very good candidate for the standards of a “boy-next-door” type of boy and his foreign blood makes him stand out from other Thai actors.
Mario Maurer won the Best Actor award for his role in Love of Siam where he portrayed Tong, a gender-confused boy just in his teens. After then, he has been the face of a lot of Thai commercials and movie projects kept on coming. His gay character in the film didn’t even tarnish his viability as a leading actor in romantic films.
Most recently, Mario Maurer has become the new face of Bench and it is all over the news that he will star in a movie with a Filipina actress.
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November 9, 2011 by demitinay
At present, I can say that life isn’t grand. In truth, I am fully convinced that my life is dull and can be categorized under “just making it through”. Sure, I can make all ends meet but in the end, when I think about it, I do not want to just make ends meet. I want more of life and I want more of what life has to offer to me. I want everything, i want to be an austin certified nutritionist 
Right now, I am not free to go about what I want to do. I have responsibilities to myself and my family which keeps me rooted to the ground. These are fine , of course, since they have helped me shape my character. But one of these days, I will break free to follow wherever my heart leads me to.
I want another life because this one sucks. I want another life because I want to truly experience living.
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November 4, 2011 by demitinay
Of course, a beautiful,healthy and bouncy hair can always be achieved with regular visits to a hair salon but it can be very expensive. Unknown to others, there are actually household items available in our kitchen which can be used to achieve that healthy and bouncy hair.
Unorthodox as it might sound, beer can actually make hair naturally healthy and bouncy. Be forewarned of course that beer here is not meant for consumption. After bath, beer can be used to rinse the hair. Doing this once a week will gradually make hair healthier.
The second household item is the baking soda. Yes, you heard it right– baking soda. Aside from its whitening effects to our teeth, baking soda can also make our hair softer and more manageable. The trick here is to mix one to two teaspoons of baking soda with hot water. This will then be used to wash the hair just before conditioning.
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October 16, 2011 by demitinay
Samsung Galaxy Tab was foreseen to be the rival of the famous iPad– the revolutionary touch tablet. When it first arrived, my first impression of it can simply be described in one word: “amazed”. Well, yeah I was amazed. I was used to Samsung products because the company simply is one of the Asian company (Korean company to be exact) which is known worldwide for their innovative electronics and gadget.
I was amazed at how bold Samsung was to launch a tablet to rival Apple’s iPad. And, in fairness to the Galaxy Tab, in terms of design, it isn’t left behind. Well, if you ask Apple fanatics, they’d go on about how the Galaxy tab is a second-rate copy of the iPad. For me, although Galaxy Tab really do look suspiciously like a copycat of iPad, it is at par in terms of functions. And one thing for sure, Galaxy Tab was the first to be sim-pack enabled. One turn off though, Galaxy Tab was far too expensive when it was first came out. Good news, it dropped about 7 thousand off after a few months.
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